Has been a long long time since i last updated my blog till i cant even remember which email address i used for blogging.For the past few months,many things happen cos i have to make decision which will really affect my future.Though my future is still so unforeseeable as i haven got a job i wanted,but yet i believed God will provide.ya is easy to say i believed but yet sometimes or most of the time i will be thinking is all this worth waiting.Apart from that, maybe i got nothing much to do other than working part time,applying jobs,doing some house chores my mind starting to think about things that i dun even have to worried about. I am so sensitive these days,keep feeling that i am old .just because i have been going out with ppl who are younger than me too often but yet i am only 22,why do i cared so much about .....is just a process of life i need to learn and manage my emotion. i felt less stressful or released from some kind mentally emotion after talking to someone on the phone last night.just wanna to ask him something but i end up telling him things which i dun think i would have told him if i see him face to face.the conversation was good though , it reminds me of the 3 point sermon preached by P.Dennis.