spent the whole Sat baking Nicole birthday cake:)

Im proud of myself,i did it.First attempt of croquembouche turns out to be ok.

the birthday girl for the day:)

                                     Birthday dinner at the restaurant not too classy.



Had a nightmare last night ,dreamt of someone being very mean to me and scolded me for something,the entire dream was so surreal as if it really happens. i was awaken by the bad nightmare and i could feel my whole body boiling hot.oh dear,im sick:( the worse thing that could happen is to fall sick.By no choice,had to skip church this week and spent my whole day resting at home.Im much better now,after sleeping in for 15 hours straight.hope i will get well soon for the week!

Life is more than just a routine

Im so glad im back on track from being lost and wondering around.Been busy at work lately and managed to keep myself away from kdrama.

Caught up with a  friend last night and i am looking forward for tomorrow as well cuz i am going to meet up with another long lost friend too:) Finally, i can find someone who stays in the city! Planning to go movie tomorrow,the new release called Non Stop.

From now on, i need to get away from my mundane life. start doing the things i have not done before and experience it all before i have more commitment to deal with.Let us change for the better not the worst.

Currently listening to the song MAN OF SORROWS by Hillsong.Is a really meaningful song.just cant stop playing it...

Cant wait for April to come by...lots of events coming up in  April. Jenzeten Franklin will be in Planetshakers conference this year.really cant wait for it.Hopefully,his session would not fall on the Thursday night..

Spooky

Something spooky happened this morning.Usually im the first few people to start working in the office.This  morning,before i entered the office,i saw the downstairs lights were on and alarm system was disarm.I thought someone might have already in the office,having a check hmm.no one was in the office yet.Deep in my heart,i was thinking that probably, last night the last person who left the office forgot to turn off the lights and set the alarm.I just went on to start the day doing my work without thinking much.

The strange part was  when my other colleague came in,the alarm was beeping,she had to disarm it. Is kinda of spooky the alarm realarmed itself.After this incident,i am sort off feeling scare to go office in the morning :(

Future Music Festival 9th March 2014

Yesterday was sunny day for Autumn.31 Degrees day which is just perfectly fine for an outdoor music festival.Although i would have wished the weather to be 3 degrees lower.lol

Guess what,i got a VIP ticket for Future!! thank goodness,never expected it was a VIP ticket.Such a privilege to get a free ticket and yet is the best ticket of all:) So blessed.

I dint really know much of the DJ today except the Hardwell which is the highlight DJ of the day.Well i just followed whichever Jason they all decided to go as they know wheres the best stage.

Overall, the festival was really good.Got to know a few Dj which i liked.i was completely exhausted and my feet are sore too having to stand and jump ups and downs for few hours under the hot sun.

 had a short break in the evening,sat down on the green grass while the rest enjoying in other stage.i glanced around the crowd,i would say 80% of the people are white,while 15% would probably be ABC and the remaining 5% would be people from to other nationalities. .I guess this is really an event only the Aussie would go.

I dont know that im into this kinda of music until i listen to avicii. Wish i have known about these events few years back before im too old for these pump music. is still good that i know about these events,when im mature enough to differentiate the down side of getting addicted to these kind of music..

At least i know where im standing,not putting myself into the backslide trap. i believe that this is probably one of the best ways the devils try to attack young people.I could understand the act of people lifting their hands when the music plays,i admit i did raise my hand as well sometimes when the music goes high.But this kinda of hit on me.as usually i would only lift my hands during worship time while worshipping god.Thank god for your angel who always reminds me the things im doing.i know im not worshiping the DJs,but i still need this thoughts to make me aware and be guilt of what im doing.

whenever im in concert or music festival like this,i would have the thoughts if this kind of spirit happens in church,where you see all the young people getting excited for the Lord.Im sure revival will happen in our time!

The main stage 

 This is Williams Pharrell

 See who is on muscle man's back.Isaac is super strong to lift chris lol

I had a surprise belated birthday from Shannon they all.AWW so blessed this weekend!

Third birthday cake this year!

Thank you:) 

I feel so special

Searching for something

Im currently at the state of 'lost' in the mist of searching what has been missing in me.

i really those days in church where we enjoy each other company be it doing dishes in the kitchen,helping around setting up  music instruments or driving people home. Everything seem so fun and im pretty sure we did built a strong friendship which no one can break.During that time,fellowhip just doesn't happen on weekends only.In fact,we do talk to each other and really care for one another and trying to be a part of their lives.

Nowadays,i just felt differently.Sometimes or most time of the time i feel bored hanging around with them.Not sure is because we dont have common ground to talk about or is it me who just cant be bother making the effort to intervene in any of the conversations.

Last minute blessing

Whenever im mad at the someone,i wont wan to talk to him/her.But yet this person im mad at ,i couldn't bring myself to stop talking to him:( Seriously NOT HAPPY now

But to balance my emotion ,i so damn happy cuz Im going to Future Music Festival this weekend.All thanks to my lovely colleague Sylvester for being such a blessing to sponsor my ticket!

Really wanted to go for this event few weeks back but i just dont want to pay  extras for the ticket.is ridiculous to pay $170 for the event.Although I know it will definitely worth paying but $170 is really too much for me.I would rather spend the money on other things.

The event is going to start from 12pm to 10pm on Sunday.I know the youth are going to skip church just for the festival.But nah i choose to honour God.will still go church in the morning before going to the event. 

Pastor Jasmine preached about what type of people are we in a relationship(what makes us happy)

1)Time
2)Act of Service
3)Gifts
4)Touch
5) word of comfort

I think i am ALL of them .hahahaha..


But if i have to choose just one of it, probably would be Act of service.Really want to enjoy the comfort of someone doing things for me.Wish that one day,i will find that one person that would share my burdens and pampered me like no one!

After staying in Aus for so long ,i should have known the culture well enough!
But there is still certain things which i still could not understand or comprehend.
How can you not drop a girl home in front of the house at 12pm midnight?

This friend of mine, drop my friend and i across the road at 12 midnight just because he doesnt want to make a U-turn.IF is DAY TIME i would have forgiven him,but is midnight,although  is 2 girls  but having to walk in the dark for 3 minutes sound really ridiculous.What if we got raped or kidnapped while walking in?Who knows what will happened in the suburb ?

For me is a common sense,when we dropped people home,we usually will make sure that person walks in the house and lock their door only then we leave.This friend not only dint do it,he even ask if he could drop us across the road.How can i say no to him since he asks? Deep inside my heart i really wanted to say no.cuz is really too dangerous to walk middle of the night.

Im not sure is this a cultural thing or personal character.But for one thing i am sure,most Malaysian would definitely make sure they drop us home safe and sound even if it is out of the way!

PS:IF so happen you see this blog,please forgive me.I dont meant to criticize.But is really something i need to voice it out .Hopefully you would change and learn to care for others more !

Engagement is in the Air

So glad to know 2 couples got engaged within 3 weeks!

im fortunate to witness Ding proposed to Nicole on Saturday night in South Yarra.So far Ding is considered the best guy i have ever known.Very thoughtful that no one can ever beats.

 1 year ago,we had brunch at Nicole's place,after brunch we were playing card games.Middle of the game,Ding just went to the kitchen and made us Barley water.That was the first time i actually saw a guy taking the initiative to serve all the girls.Apart from that,he even offers to do all the dishes and clean up the place.Imagine,How good will it be if all the guys are like him! 

Ding showing a scrapbook he made from how they met each other till the day they decided to spend the rest of their life together:)

ps:they are actually primary school friends,is amazing how God plans their journey and let them meet each other in Australia.

The happy bride to be!