i am not a big reader as i rarely read like many people do.reading story books wasn't something i grow up with.though i have a fair bit collection of  books back home.in actual fact,most of the books which i owned i only browse through  the attractive pictures of it and considered myself finished reading it.in fact,I just love the feeling of owning books which makes you feel like someone who are more intellectual.However, every now and then i do try to force myself to read as much as i can in order to improve my reading n writing skills .well,at least i finished reading  Harry Potter which is a 'must' read book during my childhood time .As everyone was reading it so i just followed the crowd. Not having reading as part of a daily routine or habit since young is something I really regret .hopefully is not too late to start reading now 

Only recently I came to realise how things that we see and n feel can be describe in such an intrinsic details .really admire those people who r good at writing as they are able to express themselves in beautiful words . 

I start to fall In love in blogging once again .as i treat it as a channel to express my thoughts n feelings .apart from that it helps to polish up my writing skills :) so why not ,is like killing two birds with one stone 

Yummy Homemade lunch

A quick update during my lunch :)


Put aside all the stress i am facing right now, i am blessed to have such a lovely homemade lunch by my colleague's mum! Thanks Mrs Lee for the bak kut teh !Is really yummy. Your whole family has been a great blessing to me both at work and outside or work !.Words just cant describe how blessed it is in such a time like this where you have insufficient time to go out and buy grocery and cook a proper well balanced meal.

Malaysia's Election

Personally, i need to admit that i am quite ignorance when it comes to political issues as it doest seems to interest me at all.But this time round, people surrounding me have been talking and discussing about the up coming election which in going to take place in 5th of May! All i know is do not vote of the BN we should all vote for the opposition party.I dont really know the exact reason of why vote for the opposition party but for sure ,common sense tells me that a county should not be ruled by the same government all these years.As far as i know, our country has been ruled by the same government for the past 56 years.I think is really the time for a change of new government.As one cant rule the country for more than 5 to 10 years this will lead to various issues like corruption as it increases the likelihood to fraud.Really hope to see a brand new resolution sprout this year and surely our country will be able to grow and develop into a better county like our neighbouring Singapore.

Good luck to my beloved country Malaysia a place where i was bought up in. Especially jb my home town  will be able to overtake by the OP.Please vote for Op who every read my blog:)

Men make history and not the other way around.In periods where there is no leadership,society stand still.Progress occurs when courageous,skillful leaders seize the opportunity to change things for the better by Harry S. Truman 

Failure is not an option.no pain no gain

Another time of disappointment when i went online  to check my ielts result this morning.I cant believe with my own eyes,i really put a lot of effort in especially in my writing part and i still get the same band as previously. Band 6!  When will i be able to get band 7???All i need is just a band 7 for it ! Been practicing writing and reading sample questions for the past months.Apart from that, my cousin has been helping me to mark and review my work.I am quite sure i  did better than  last time , as i know my sentence structure has been improved! and the way i express and write is better too!.I do think that ,i deserve at least a band 6.5.

I know i should not give up,although i have been failing many times for not reaching the requirement that is required of me! Seriously this is the hardest and most stressful exam i ever had so far,i just need to hold on to it try my best and get it done.I know in order to improve a language skills within a short period of time is impossible but i will try and give another attempt .If others can do it and did so well,why cant i? Moreover all i need is just the bare minimal of 7 instead or 8.just need to keep pushing myself to achieve,as there is no other obstacles that was given which i cant achieve.I am sure,if this is what God's plan n desire for me He will walk me through the rain n storms.After all,i have been walking a distance from the start already,and able to testify the hardship i been through so far.I am sure i am able to endure it under his guidance and wisdom.as we will only be given by things he knew we going to achieve it.if we choose to walk away by avoiding his plan we will never grow,on the other hand if we ever overcome it.we are the champion as we have accomplished the plan he has for us:)

I really appreciate for those who has been praying and supportive to me.I am sorry i dint make it this time,but please continue to keep me in prayer.I will try my best once again,hopefully able to bring the good news the next time.

Just a small testimony that i want to share here

The week before the result came out,i was really anxious and stressed about it the result and my up coming cpa exam.I could not even control my emotion and express  how i feel in words as i was doubting and worrying about my result .'crying' the only solution to all problems i assume.

I remember vividly that God speaks to me through this word from Daily bread on the book of James 1:5 . it goes with if anyone is defiant in wisdom,he should ask God,who gives to all generously and without reprimand,and it will be given to him.But he must ask in faith without doubting,for the one who doubts is like a  wave of sea,blown and tossed around by the wind.or that person must not suppose that he will receive anything from the Lord....etc.After reading that ,i made a prayer to surrender all to Him,as there is no point for me to keep praying n yet dint surrender all.Is true i felt so much better n relieve and my concentration did improved.I was able to revise my CPA as exam which coming up in 2 weeks time.A lot is needed to be covered, as i am not half way there yet,but i am glad now i am staying calm regardless of anything.I know i just need to do my best.As the more i revise or work on the better i will be.Apart from that i cant do much, as human just need to do their part and the rest is under Gods control.Even now,with the disappointing result from ielts, its not going to affect my studies for CPA or next ielts.For i know if he is with u, who can come against him.

One more thing, when i was in the train yesterday,i try to find back the page from  Daily bread passage from James 1 and the strange thing is i could not find it! I really remember is a passage for that day or maybe few days ago or vice versa.but i just could not find it!


I will probably  update my blog more often as to improve my writing:)

Stages In life

Being a student 

At different stages of life,we will have different things we long to achieve ,as we are getting older or rather mature the pressure continues to pile up as we tend to aim for better things in life.I suppose this is just how human nature are like, we are always not happy or contented with what we have.in another words, we are just improving our standard of living to live a better life.

When i was in high school me and friends had the same dream which is graduate from university and gain a degree.At that time,graduating from university seems to be a  challenging task which  sound impossible to achieve.But as time goes by,3 years of university doest seems that hard after all.All you need is just being discipline and diligent to keep up with your assignments and exams .As long as do your part by covering all the materials given/available  you should be fine in passing exam.Of course i meant passing exam only ! not getting a HD or D.

Being a working Adult 

Oh well.after university,the first thing that came to our mind is usually getting a full time job! Maybe Getting a job related to your studies is not as easy as we thought especially in Aus as everyone here is a graduate.So getting a degree is not really a big deal after all.As young as we are ,highly qualified (as we thought we are,maybe not!),dynamics,full of enthusiasm getting ready to have a taste in the workforce all sound so exciting as we are entering in  a totally different stage in life.For most people, this is the time they have been long waited for to earn their own money,no longer asking or live off from their parents.soon when this became as routine, things which you used to perceive as exciting turns into an obligation or rather a duty you have to fulfil. But thank God i am still loving my job maybe because of the beautiful people around me that it keeping me alive! or maybe i just dint work that long enough to complain about it yet.

The hardest part at this stage of my life is I'm  still struggling to juggle between work and studies as i am doing my cpa.Just pray and hope that all these will comes to an end real soon! no more studying late night in the library ,sacrificing social life and etc.I know i just need to work extremely hard and get through all these.Just had a melt down this afternoon with all the stresses that i am facing at this stage.Too much for me to cope with,but i know God is in control of all these.Please pray for me to get through this period of time:)


Being someone's girlfriend, wife or Mum

Is all too early for me at this moment of time as i am neither at any on this stage yet! is happy to see my peers getting into r/s,engage and even expecting a baby soon! Such a beautiful moment to be able to witness the blissful life of them. when you see all peers who are either courting or married one after another i will be worried for myself too.When will be my turn..ahhaha..oh well,is all in HIS plan.i am sure he has all well planned for me! Hopefully will happen like fair tales or something that only shown in the Korea drama .hahha..i am so dramatic.We shall wait and see:)
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